
Well what a journey ! I have loved it, learnt a lot about the technicalities and the history of art and design but most of all learnt a lot about my own behaviour.
I know now that I am constantly seeking approval and this has held me back and stopped me from doing my work for fear of failure. I am much wiser than I was three years ago and have a better understanding of what makes me tick, I feel confident to move forward with my art and embrace my own issues and exploit them with in my work .
I have most definitely developed a style and my presentation has got better, I still need to push my ideas and not just keep them in my head , I appreciate that my work is as valid as the next persons and I actually like some of the work in my final project.
I have met some genuinely lovely people both my fellow students , teachers and professional and the experience at Stockport College has been one of the most enriching of my life. Don't get me wrong it has not all been plain sailing, the second year was very tough, self doubt took hold and I almost through the towel in, a lack of confidence is a painful thing and public speaking very nearly got the better of me!
I am so glad I faced my fears and listened to the tutors wise (but often harsh) evaluations of me ,because it made me see the truth and has helped me to move on in more ways than one !
I am sad that my University days are numbered but also very happy and proud that I got to the end!I have a much more open view of the world I see every thing through the eyes of a designer ! get me !!!!
